When I started the new blog, I felt that it better fit what I was trying to achieve by blogging.  Like so many other mothers, I am struggling with the need to do it all and do it "perfectly".  Well, I know that it can't be done perfectly, but still...  So, I began my quest to find the best me.  This is an adventure that will never end, and I'm prepared for it.  I, also, felt that I could use the blog to try to hold myself accountable for the things I am trying to accomplish.  A few days ago, I realized that the reason I hadn't posted anything to that blog recently, was because it didn't feel right.  So I decided to come back here. 
Now, a couple things have changed since I took my "blogcation."  The biggest of these is that we have a new addition to our family.  Squeaker joined us on February 20th, 2011.  (I'll save the story of his birth for another day.  It's a good one.)
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| Squeaker, a few days old. | 
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| 8 months | 
Sprout is now 3, almost 3 and a half.  Where has the time gone.  I can't believe my little itty baby has become such a little person.  Well, "big girl" as she calls herself.
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| Sprout's first Halloween.  (Dronkey from Shrek) | 
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| Sprout, age 3.  Cowgirl (like Jessie and Woody, not supermodel.) | 
The rest of the changes are mostly, within me.  As I mentioned above, I am trying to be a better me.  On Friday, I decided that this is an important objective for me over the next year.  I have decided if I want the world around me to be the best it can be, then I need to look at how I view the world differently.  Some of that means that I need to work on my physical surroundings, and some means it is time to work on how I think about things.
My goals for the next year:
Have a clean house, or at least one that can be company ready (without a dash and stash) within 15 minutes... Everything needs a place (even if it means leaving the house).  I plan to use the FlyLady strategies to do this.  I have found them to be a good way to start to integrate this into my life.  One of the things I love about this strategy, is that FLY actually stands for For Loving Yourself.
Get fit.  I don't care about the number on the scale (well not too much).  I want to feel like I'm in shape. I want to have energy to keep up with my kids.  I'm also debating trying to start running.  I go back and forth on this.  In the past, I found that I didn't like running, but there is something in me, that says I need to try again.  I would really love to run in one of the 
runDisney events.  I would, of course, start with a 5K.  I'm also thinking that I might try to do a run to earn money for charity.
I want to spend more quality time with my family.  I love them and enjoy spending time with them.  I really want to make that time be the best it can.  Which does mean that we need to turn the technology off more.
I want to make and stick to a budget.  No matter what income bracket you're in, there is always more you want, but still less that you could live with.  I think we often forget this.  I am working to remember this, and trying to make our family the best it can be for less.  This does include 
couponing
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like this trip to Walgreens, and I'll be investigating other deals too.
I also want to find me.  I'll let you know what that means when I figure it out.
So why, did I make this resolution, and why did I make it last Friday?  It was my birthday.
Here is a picture of the chocolate chip cookie cake, I made.
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| Here is the cake as I made and decorated it. | 
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| Sprout wanted to help. | 
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| Mental note, need to add sprinkles to the shopping list. | 
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| The final product.  The sprinkles made it better. | 
This year, my birthday gift to myself, is me!